I spent months trying to fit in, feeling like a fish out of water and completely out of place. And it's only now, after I've left, that I realized I didn't actually have to try so hard at all.

I've always belonged.

No friends, nothing to do
No start, no end
Stuck in the middle
Of all of these games
Running around in an empty room
Bumping into the cold brick walls
Pierce my lips until blood
Starts falling out the side of my head
And I'll sit, and rest
And try to remember where I left off
And do it again

Midnight, I lie awake
No sleep until my dying day
Midnight, and time to waste
And I'll never move on

Think deep, take myself to another scene
Anywhere else, but this empty room
Where every breath feels like my last
And I'll never move on...

And it feels so strange
Living every night like this
Wasting it away, oh oh oh
And it feels so strange
Wasting it away
And it feels so strange

-Midnight by Rock Kills Kid.

Oh god, this insomnia is killing me. :(

And I think to myself
It's a beautiful night
And I know everything
Is gonna be alright
Yes now I know
It'll be alright

-Everything'll Be Alright by Joshua Radin.