(I'm so tired of slipping and sinking and soaring and falling face-flat on the hard ground.
I want to stop feeling. Or thinking. Or wanting.
Oh shoooooo. Shush, darling. Hush now. Come, come... Be still. Stay calm. No cause for alarm.
Its just one of those nights where you have to remind yourself that yes, you can make it.
You can stay alive.
Inside your head.
And outside of it.)