I was re-reading my archives the other day (which I took down at the start of this year for private reasons). A lot of entries hit me harder than I thought they would- the things I wrote, the things I felt, the things I saw, the way I viewed myself now as compared to the way I saw myself in the past. Click here, here, here, to read some of the entries to know what I'm talking about. (Erm you'll be referred back to the main page when you click those links, so just click on 'blog'.) A lot of what I wrote made me cringe with pain. Goodness I was sooo immature and emotional! A lot of the memories are still fresh with wounds. But the thing that striked me most was the fact that, man, I've come a looonng way! I didn't know. I didn't realize. I forgot. And on looking back, I can see how far He has brought me. Yes, I still have problems. Yes, I still have fears. But I made it this far. I didn't make it this far just to give up. Thank you Jesus. I'm still alive. :) And thank you, you reading this, for having been a part of my life, for walking with me, if only for a short distance. :) Hehe my blog is becoming a notice board. Eh but at least I update! :p