Merry Christmas :)

2009 has been hell and I am glad that it is coming to an end. I know that it is just a mere change in numerical digits, but I feel as though I could really really start anew, start afresh for real and for good.

What has made 2009 live-able so far, and sometimes, even inexplicably beautiful and wonderful to me, has been your presence.

Each day I thank god for his forgiveness and for his mercy upon me. That he saw it fit, to grace me with your very presence, if only for a finite amount of time.

Thank YOU.

I feel truly, truly, blesssed, and very grateful, for each and every one of you.

Thank you for loving me. I am sorry for all the times I ever hurt you. Thank you, for loving me.